puisi curahan hati seorang putri…

Michi…
kamu tahu?
kadang.. aku merasakan sebuah kesepian yang teramat.. yang terkadang sulit untuk aku ungkapkan..
kadang.. aku ingin sekali melupakan semua masa laluku yang buruk, maupun yang indah.. dalam balutan sebuah amnesia..
terkadang.. aku sungguh ingin sekali mengalami kecelakaan yang menyebabkan diriku amnesia dan melupakan semuanya tanpa kecuali…

i’m not what you think..
i’m not what you see…
i’m not what you hear..
no, i’m not..

i’m a girl that can be understand by feelings..
i’m a girl.. that always dreaming and make a wish non-stop..

do you know why i just can be understand by feelings ?

’cause..
i’m different..
i dont like anyone else..
i always have different style..
thinking style..
or.. anything else..
always..

i dont acceptable in my sociality..
i cant communicate with them..
i just understand them.. but cant talk to them..
even sometimes.. i couldn’t understand them..
neither !

i dont understand what they want..
what they say…
what they think..
i dont understand
i have my own language that they dont understand..
a language that only can be understand by feelings..

Michi..
i tell you my problem doesnt mean i was complaining…
because i trust you
i trust you more that anyone or anything..
please..
keep all my secret for me..
is that okay?

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