Confused

i have never realized it before,
how deep my feelings for you,
how much i love you,
and i have never feel this before,
because i have never love someone this much,
and i have never love someone this deep…

today,
under the moon and the stars,
among the rain come by,
i feel so guilty,
yet happy,
yet sad,
yet confused,
and angry…

because dont know why how can i love you this much,
because i feel lucky that you didnt leave me and always be on my side,
because know that my position is a complicated position,
because i dont know what should i do to move on,
and i dont know what happen to the “old me”
yet, because i dont know how to find out the solution of this problem…

dammit…,
i really confused,
i really sad,
i really didnt know what should i do…

i just need someone to hold on…,
but yet give me the solution of this confusing problem…

by: Audy

#DearSomeone

the day we meet
i have never know what sense i feel now

but in once in my life time
i found someone that connect from heart to heart

you shine like a star when you were here with me
but those time will never come back

the day you left with the word of leaving
i dont think i can accept this mournful heart

i’m here trapped in my nightmare
i want to go out from this nightmare
but i cant, ’cause i always in your shadow

please give me one chance to prove how much i love you
i want to roll back that time
when i always on your side

i want that time come back
so i can prove how much i love you
please make that time for me

i cant tell you the truth
cause i never want to make you sad
if you know the truth, maybe we will have a different fate

if you can hear my heart voice
you will know how much i love you
but you cant hear my voice

i want you to know this secret
i keep this secret for a long time
but will you keep be my friend
when you know the truth…

by: E.

fall in ten count

first time i saw you..
i just pass you by without care about anything you do…

second time i saw you…
my eyes start to interested by what are you doing…
i am watching at you, but not very detail…

three times i saw you…
your voice start to attract me…

four times i saw you…
my eyes start to watching at you…

five times i saw you…
maybe this just my illusion…
but your voice sound like a beautiful music for me…

six times i saw you…
my eyes never-ever can lose to watching you..
even just a second…

seven times i saw you…
my heart start to thumped every you pass me…

eight times i saw you…
i cant stop to listen to your voice which really make me feel comfortable and better than before…

nine times i saw you…
my eyes never can see anyone else except you…
my ears never want to listen to others voice…
and my heart is thump faster and faster when i saw you again and again…

ten times i saw you…
i realized it…
why my eyes never can see anyone else except you…
why my ears never want to listen to the others voice…
my my heart is thump faster and faster every i remember or see you once…
i realized it…
because i have fall for you…